cold magnetic son

Didn't I say I was going to update more often? I think I did. I don't remember.

Sitting waiting for C# class to begin. School is so fun. I have 3 classes this semester. All same teacher. All same room. It's great fun. I want a cigarette, lolz.

Busy week this week. Getting back to music hopefully next week. Plan is to go against a previously held concept to leave well enough alone in light of beefing up my current live set w/ some new mixes of old material. Who said retreading the past wasn't fun!? Fuck, I've practically made a career out of it.

Any the who. More later. Promise.

p.s. the sleep dep experiment kind of got null'd.

//j

Hey livejournal friends.

Considering returning to this slithering cesspool.

Seems considerably more... sincere than the bloated and yet still moving corpse of myspace. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I just haven't been here in a while.

Maybe I just need to spend more time on the Internet.

I'm conducting a series of sleep deprivation experiments over the next several days. Will make a serious attempt to document such here. After that, well, we'll see how long this holds together.

//jon

immersed in white hot noise
blanket static crashing over iron spikes
driven thru a maggot ridden corpse
a long side the highway
a streak of blood and brain tissue
final testimony
sheltered & infantile
speaking codes of dead tongues
makes about as much sense as anything i guess
but then again
does it even matter
probably not
at the end of the day
we're all just animals
some of us just need to be tagged & bagged.

find it. fuck it. forget it.

last train stop on the line to hell.

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me = bummed at the cancellation of the all hamerican pig show tour thing.

//j

drunk posting. late. potato salad. brap.

//j

eventually everything falls apart.

the year is approximately half-over. looking back a few posts, i see my new years resolutions. the first ones i've ever made. let's check the boards, see how we're doing...

• quit smoking :: yeah. hasn't happened yet.
  
• make more (and better) music. :: definite progression here. check myspace.com/gunc0r3 to see the proof (my guess its about 151)
  
  
• pimp said music more. :: doin pretty good here too, i think
  
  
• hate vnv nation more. :: is this even possible?
  
  
• go see ministry & revolting cocks. nin again too. :: missed nin, but ministry/revco is just a few weeks away! warped tour on monday suckas!
  
  
• do more drugs (hehe) :: i should probably do fewer...
  
  
• love life a little more & not be so god damned depressed. :: working on it. some things may never be complete. (and thats okay)
  
  
• go back to school :: done & done! now, just need to register for fall semester.
  
  
• find a new job & figure out what i really want to do with my life. :: still need the new job. working on the life thing
  
  
• finish painting & arranging my house. :: it's pretty much arranged, but still needs painting. the lawn needs to be mowed too. really bad.
  
  
• re-design the dangerous inc. website :: i have some ideas...
  
  

well, i guess i'm getting there. everything's not perfect, and i've come to accept that. this year has been pretty fucked up for the most part. not like every preceding year hasn't been, but i like to think i've learned quite a lot about myself and life so far this year. definitely making some progress. i'll probably forever be an unfinished painting of sorts, but then again, aren't we all?

must remember... every day is a new day and this too shall pass.

//j

finally. at long last.

the gun! home network of death (tm) was set up.

and i acquired a printer & scanner. the former of which has been proven to work. the scanner remains to be seen, but all in due time friends, all in due time.

yay for me.

//j

ahem.

i have two beers & no cigarettes.

what a fuckin life. what a fuckin gyp.

someone. please. fuck. give me a cigarette.

jesus. i don't even know why i keep this thing around.

i'm the best! aro-ound! nothin's gonna ever keep me down!

hello world. what a week. or more. anyway.

the new gun! disc is almost done. 3 track "demo." mastering two tracks today. did some test mixes the other day. sounded good for the most part, but still had some mixing issues (old computer speakers yay.) went back & fixed some things. added more synths. so far so good. will find out shortly i suppose. next after that is label making. probably nothing fancy, just tracklist and contact info. no cover art. have some ideas cooking for another self-release. the gun! self-release track record is nothing spectacular, but if you fall off the horse... you get back on.

more personal news... drama drama drama as usual. this makes two hearts i've broken in as many months. i'm a real bastard. gotta do whatchu gotta do though.

trying to make an effort to be more socialable. may call some peeps later. may not. may just clean my house and work on the demo. who knows really.

//j

i need another cigarette. brb.
quitting is a bitch... fuck that.

ok.

i feel the need to bitch a bit. about random things.

alpha: the suicide girls dvd is the stupidest thing ever. no fucking bush!? wtf? i've never paid for a membership to the site, and quite frankly, i don't think i would. in fact, i know i wouldn't. and what a stupid name... SUICIDE GIRLS. do the world a fucking favor: JUST DO IT ALREADY. quit posing in your stupid tatoos and stupid clothes and just top yourselves, you silly cunts. THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT THE WHOLE FUCKING SHEBANG... they play defragmentation during one of the "scenes" on the dvd. arguably, the best looking girl on the satanic piece of plastic, but she still looks like just another goth girl. at least you get to see her crotch. sort of. barely. not really.

beta: i hate everyone at my job. they're stupid. they all need to become suicide girls and JUST FUCKING DO IT ALREADY. especially this super fat bloated piece of swine & this other stupid mildly attractive but festering w/ some unknown... thing skank. haha. i hate you all and hoep you read this. btw, in the off event that you do read this (and choke on a ham sandwich), this is jon. and i hate you. peace.

... uh, 3?: vodka & coke. nasty.

quatre: oh yeah some other douche bag at work.

five: taxes. i still haven't done em. maybe tmrw.

666: research paper. haven't started. due next friday by 5pm. not worried, i'll just slap some shit together. my oral presentation (not started yet either) will kick total ass though.

7. music is stupid. but i love it.

8 & 9: springfield. it sucks so much it gets two slots.

10. there is ten.

11. hiccups. make them stop. plz? k thx bye.

bed time. i guess.

//j

yeah. livejournal is stupid. totally.
vodka & coke is not very tasty but it does in a pinch
who the fuck is defragmentation? i love this guy/girl/machine/whatever but no resources can be found online.

so i started school again a few weeks ago. computer networking major. only two classes this semester. intro to networking & microcomputer repair/maintenance. so far so good. this summer i'll hopefully get my a+ & network+ certs. woot for me.

i'm so lame. spent an entire saturday evening by myself watching adult swim, browsing el intarweb, and listening to loud angry music.

bunch of things aren't happening like i'd like them to. but what ever does?

but some shit is going in the right direction, i guess. so yay.

//j

of my own.
it's not ready yet. really.
http://gunc0r3.chuunk.com

no easy link clicking for you sirs. there's an index file w/ random words splattered about. that's about it for now.

i'll get some new music and shit up and around soon. my cdrw shat out on me a few days ago, so i'm kind of treading water.

peace out

//j

so i've been busy lately...
busy cranking out the latest hotness!

my remix of LABWRK's hit song "parasite" is now online at the gun! myspace of fucking hardcore bloody doom. check it out, along w/ the other tracks. let me know what you think.

if you're on myspace (and who the fuck anymore isn't???), you should add me too. because i fucking rock. HARD. and wouldn't be fun to say, after i've become famous, that you e-knew me "back then"? yeah, that'd be cool.

LABWRK "parasite (mix of the black blade by gun!) online NOW at myspace.com/gunc0r3

don't forget about AUDIO PERVERSION TACTICS: PERFECT GRADE online at soundclick.com/gun.

oh yeah and LABWRK is pretty fucking sweet. industrial dance rock from the midwest. they rock. you should add them too... if you're on myspace (which you should be.)

i'm out!

//j

god damn. almost 2006. 2005 was pretty decent, i must say. had some down times, but i'm a moody motherfucker. sorry to anyone i pissed off (or on.)

not really. only special people get my apologies.

so, for the first time ever, i'm gonna make some new year's resolutions. in no particular order, they are:

• quit smoking (though i've grown to love this disgusting habit, i think i'll feel better, have more money, and we eventually plan to move to nyc. 8 bucks a pack, no thank you.)
  
• make more (and better) music.
  
• pimp said music more. really push it. and the envelope (adsr?)
  
• hate vnv nation more.
  
• go see ministry & revolting cocks. nin again too.
  
• do more drugs (hehe)
  
• love life a little more & not be so god damned depressed.
  
• go back to school (almost there!)
  
• find a new job & figure out what i really want to do with my life.
  
• finish painting & arranging my house.
  
• re-design the dangerous inc. website
  
• that's about it.
  

that was fun. see ya'll later.

//j

i have to go clean off the back porch for the eminent arrival of our new washer & dryer. thanks mom!

but i'm procrastinating. like i do everything.

new music in the works. til then, hit myspace & soundclick.

i like HIM damn it, i don't care what you say.

//j

if the case is that you want to hear more gun!
then you can, by visiting these handy links.





first up, on the myspace front, we've got a few brand spankin new tracks. all right, so some of them have been out & even played a few times, but they are new to the web world. on board we have 3 selections from my uber limited self-release DIGITAL WARFARE CODE.

and then over at...






we have AUDIO PERVERSION TACTICS: PERFECT GRADE available in its entirety for download.

you know you want to check it out. so quit doing what you're doing now and experience some elektrohate.

that is all.

//j

dear haters of 417vibe.com
clearly we've sinned against the gospel of techno. it is now evident that no one wants to see anything other than a dj fading one song into the next, with no real artistry or mixing involved, whilst they stand around and talk to their friends. i mean, you fucks don't even dance. forgive us our trespass of trying to offer something different to all of you ungrateful shits.

blaming? yes, i'm blaming all of you, for being ignorant little shits. we don't care if you don't like us. we're certainly not looking for friends, least of all from the cesspool in which you all dwell. not that any of you would fucking talk to us. because we wear black, you're just like everyone else, looking all cockeyed at us. take a picture, faggot. i'd rather drink gutter water than interact with any of you. as for the show, god damn, shit happens, get over it.

imagine you owned a store or business. imagine one of your hired employees screamed at you and through a drink at you. would you keep them around?

these fucking weak ass djs you uphold so vehemently aren't even fucking talented. i can beat match with my asshole.

and as for your threats of not attending any further dangerous inc. events... sounds more like your loss. not to mention the fact that we don't want any of you fucks there. never have. never will.

like ec8or says:

DISCRIMINATE THE FASHION SUCKER YOU MEET THAT'S A RAVER!!!

i'm done.

//j

(this clearly does not apply to any one who kept their mouth shut. even if you're against, thank you for being a reasonable intelligent human flesh bag.)